A vampire’s favorite
way to kill is to turn his victim into another vampire. However,
when you’re immune to vampirism like I am, he has to convince
you to die the regular way. This vamp really wanted
me dead, as his thirty or so spent rounds made plain. Whatever
serenity I’d achieved from my vacation had evaporated in the
past quarter hour.
Bullets don’t kill vampires,
but they’re pretty troublesome all the same. I held him back
with a couple of rounds from my Glock. I was down the alley
far enough that none of his return fire hit me, but it was
close enough to scatter chunks of old brick and mortar from
the building at my back. It was close enough to get me sweating.
Was he rogue or was this an ordered
hit? Maybe it was a messy attempt at rectifying some personal
vendetta? No, I decided. He probably was some low-rank male
from the local coven, looking for a free meal. He probably
didn’t know who I was.
If he knew, he wouldn’t dare
touch me—dead or alive. Though it took a healthy swallow of
my blood to kill them, vampires never took any chances around
me. I’d had the experimental inoculations against the vampirism
virus, and I suffered the unexpected side-effect. The mutated
antibodies in my blood killed carriers just as well as it did
the virus.
He wouldn’t want to leave me,
though, either. My body would be a big problem. My employer,
the Federal Vampirism Agency, would suspect in a second that
I’d been done by a vamp, and their first stop would be the
Denver Coven.
I grinned like a mad fool. It
probably sounds like twisted reasoning, but my body being a
problem for the Denver Coven made me pretty happy.
Nailing him a couple times in
the head would make me even happier. They weren’t allowed enough
human blood—legally, anyway—for immediate regeneration. That
meant scars. The thought made me so cocky that I fired
until my gun clicked.
I felt in my jacket for another
clip, but found an empty pocket.
The brick next to my head exploded,
scattering old building all over me. I dropped to my knees,
outgunned and cornered. He probably heard the click of my gun
and knew my clip was out. He didn’t come down the alley yet,
but once I didn’t shoot back it’d only be a few minutes before
he guessed I was out for good. To pass the time, he started
to gloat. And really, nothing pisses me off more than a gloating
vampire—especially one who’s about to kill me.
“Come out and face me like a
man, Nolan.”
So he did know who I was. What
was going down that they’d risk prosecution for murdering an
F.V.A. asset? A life sentence (ironic term, I know, when you’re
talking about the undead) is no joke to a vampire.
“Who sent you?” I yelled.
“Lord Scarlet himself.”
I leaned against the wall and
exhaled. The Lord of the Denver Coven took a hit out on me?
Not possible. True, he’d beaten me senseless when he found
out I was an Agency mole, but we had since come to an understanding.
“Single shot.” The vampire called
it out like he was hawking beer at a ball game. “Clean and
painless.”
Yeah, right, and vampires never
lie. “Don’t you think I should know what I did first?”
“I don’t know, and I don’t care.”
“Grubs never do,” I shouted.
That smart-ass comeback earned
me another dusting of old mortar.
My phone vibrated in my pocket.
I yanked it out and looked at the screen. My partner. At least
we could say our goodbyes. I’d hate to do that on voice mail.
“Kenna!” I whispered. “Where
are you?”
“Right behind you.”
I looked up just in time to see
her leap from the building and land in a crouch about ten feet
away, cradling her crossbow in one arm. She smirked and pocketed
her phone. “You never call anymore; you never write. I thought
we had a thing.”
I scowled, wondering how long
she’d been up there and why in hell she hadn’t come in behind the
attacker. “What thing?”
“You know, that thing where I
always have to come save your sorry ass?”
I stood up, glad for the millionth
time that I was taller than her. Like I said, nothing irks
me like a gloating vampire, and it’s worse when they’re sexy. “I’ve
been holding out fine on my own.”
Another volley of bullets from
outside the alley made me trot closer to her.
She didn’t even flinch. It takes
a lot more than bullets hitting a brick wall to startle a vampire. “I
see,” she said. “I’ll just be going, then. Have a nice afterlife.”
“What? Going without kissing
me goodbye?” I asked.
Now she flinched. “Low blow,
Nolan. All right. I’ll take care of it.” She strode past me,
humming and swaying her hips because she knew I was watching.
Most of the undead are as ugly as regular people, but Kenna
was as hot as any movie vampire.
She didn’t hum loudly, but the
pattern of his fire faltered. The vamp had heard her with his
freaky dog hearing. They all knew her killing song. It bought
her the split second she needed. He screamed when she shot
a bolt through his chest. Then she stood over him and nailed
him to the concrete with three more before settling down to
a nice meal.
I admit I was shocked. It wasn’t
really like her to kill a perp, much less eat the evidence,
but the F.V.A. doesn’t regulate vamp-on-vamp feeding—even when
it ends in a dead vampire. Besides, she got sensitive when
someone attacked me.
I should have been used to seeing
her feed by then, but I had to consciously ignore the stirring
in my pants. Vampires and blood and sex are all wrapped up
in a neat little bundle for me. To distract myself, I started
going through the vampire’s pockets. When I found his ID, I
sank back on my heels, thinking hard.
“He’s with the Coven?” Kenna
asked.
“Yeah. Daniel Rowan.” I gave
her the I.D. No photo, of course, but his name and the tiny
upper jaw imprint could be crosschecked on the F.V.A. database.
He was the third son of Scarlet’s second in command. I should
have known he was no lackey just by the way he dressed, all
high-coven in leathers and silk.
She dropped the I.D. next to
the bolt in his sunken chest. “I believe it. He tasted rich.”
I backed up a few paces. He
was already getting ripe. “Why would they send him after me?
Scarlet and I have a truce.”
Kenna smiled a sexy, satiated
smile. She’d seen my evidence of illegal blood orgies from
when we’d been undercover at Coven House, all ready to send
to the Rocky Mountain News in the case of my untimely demise.
When it comes to humans, vampirism is highly regulated in the
State of Colorado. Human grubs require a license, the vampire
has to pay for the service, and Lord Scarlet knew all about
my little insurance policy. Hence, our truce.
But her smile faded as she thought
over the mystery of why the second’s son would come gunning
for me. “Broken up any parties lately?” she asked. “Maybe this
is personal.”
It was a good theory. Petty vendettas
were a hobby for many undead.
“Not lately. I just got back
to town tonight,” I said.
Kenna followed me upstairs to
my loft. “Maybe it’s political. Maybe Rowan’s trying to ruin
good feelings between F.V.A. and the Coven and gain some standing
that way.”
Our fingers brushed as she took
the glass of wine I offered, but she was used to touching me.
As long as we didn’t share body fluids, she was fine. We never
let it get beyond holding hands, no matter how badly we wanted
to.
“And kill me to do it?” I shook
my head. “I’ve got evidence on all of them, even Rowan.” Especially
Rowan.
“Yeah, Scarlet knows that,” she
said. “But we don’t know that he’s told anyone else.”
My cell rang again and I looked
at it. Paul, the department director. I answered with, “I’m
not back on duty until tomorrow night.”
“Get to Coven House,” he said. “Lord
Scarlet has been murdered.”
Paul arrived just as we did,
and Rowan, Sr. rose to greet us. Four other vampires flanked
him, glowering at Kenna. Everyone shook hands all around—except
for me, of course. I took the awkward moment for a surreptitious
look around. Coven House was about what you’d expect: candles,
heavy draperies, ugly art, and little in the way of family
photographs.
“I’m glad you’ve come,” Rowan
said. Hard to tell if he meant it; my money was on the lie. “He’s
upstairs.”
Crawling with F.V.A. as it was,
for once Kenna could walk through the house she once called
home without fear of retribution. Even though she hadn’t been
back there since the day she’d rescued me, half-dead from Scarlet’s
beating, she didn’t bother to look around as we climbed the
steps to Scarlet’s library, just ran her hand along the glossy
banister. She wrinkled her nose at me as the smell hit us.
We stopped in the doorway of
Scarlet’s study, holding bandanas over our noses against the
reek of rotted vampire. When I’d infiltrated Coven House as
her grub, I’d seen humans and vampires die some bloody deaths
in there. But I’d never seen it like this. Scarlet was all
over the room, literally.
“Gee,” I said to Paul. “You
think there’ll be any fallout from this?”
“Things are already heating up,” he
said. “Three bite victims turned up at area hospitals.”
“The Coven is too organized to
fall apart this quickly,” Kenna said. “Scarlet had provisions
in place.”
“Yes, that’s what he said,
but who really knows?” Paul was a face-value man.
Kenna made a quiet snarl of disagreement,
the sort of sound that makes a cornered victim fall all to
pieces, but she didn’t push it.
We moved over to make room for
Candace Cheng, F.V.A. coroner. “Ouch,” she said, blanching.
“Could you be more specific?” Paul
asked. His humor was so dry I didn’t know if he was joking
or not. Probably not. He looked pale. Probably the smell. It’s
not something you ever get used to.
“Cause of death: being hacked
to bits,” Cheng said. A most painful way for a vampire to go,
considering Scarlet would have been conscious through the whole
thing. Hell, until we found his heart and euthanized it with
a sharp stick, part of Scarlet probably was still conscious
somewhere in the room.
I rubbed my hand over the bandana
I’d tied across my face. It wasn’t doing much against the stench. “Can’t
we just read your report back at the office?”
“Wait a minute.” Cheng picked
her way through the wreckage. “There’s blood in here, on this
knife.”
That was notable only if Scarlet
had fed recently. He was one of those judicious types who only
took the time to feed once a month or so—always from several
vampires or licensed grubs. But he ate in his bedroom—never
his study.
Cheng knelt and studied the floor. “And
bullet holes.”
“We’re more interested in a murder
weapon,” I said.
“I don’t see the heart yet, but
there is that.” Cheng waved at the ceiling without looking
up, and I realized I was so tired I’d missed the most incongruous
thing in the room, excluding the dead vampire everywhere. It
was half-hidden by the chandelier, but I should have noticed
the sword hanging hilt-down from the plaster.
“Coffee,” I said, disgusted. “I
need coffee.”
Cheng just grinned.
We’d seen the what we needed,
so it was time to back off and let the techs do their jobs.
We retreated to the main level.
Rowan stalked across the living
room. The others sat still as only the undead can, waiting.
“Did you see anything—any clues
to who did this?” Rowan asked.
“Our turn first,” I said. “When
did you find him?”
“Three hours ago,” he said.
“You just called forty minutes
ago.” Paul looked at his watch. “We’re honored to have made
your to-do list.”
Rowan snarled, baring his fangs. “We
were looking for his heart. He deserves that much.”
Time to smooth ruffled feathers. “I’m
glad you called. It was the right thing. I assure you Agent
Cheng’s primary concern is finding the heart,” I said. “Might
we sit down?”
Rowan sat and his serenity returned.
I didn’t like that so much; maybe we’d missed something.
“All right—” I began.
“I am now Lord of this Coven,” Rowan
said.
“Of course, my lord,” I said. “If
you’ll do us the kindness of telling us what you know?”
“Very little. I was away tonight,” Rowan
said.
“Where?”
He looked at his lap and straightened
the crease on his trousers.
Paul sighed. “Immunity—for this
interview only.”
Rowan tipped his head in assent.
A thin lock of his dark hair hung against his pale cheek like
a scar. “I was feeding.”
I wondered why he still looked
so gaunt and dehydrated. “Unlicensed, I assume.”
“It was rather spur-of-the-moment.”
“Whatever,” Paul said, confirming
the immunity. “She can verify your story.”
“He,” Rowan said, “would
be happy to, I’m sure, once he recovers.”
I lifted my eyebrows. “Must have
been quite a night, my lord.”
“He had rather too much to drink,” Rowan
said. Vampires take a pragmatic view of humans who drink—it
makes us more pliant targets. His prudish tone was from something
else. I’d definitely missed something.
“Okay,” I said. “So you consenting
adults had your fun interrupted by the evils of alcohol. Where?”
His sneer was so quick I almost
missed it. “Not here, of course.” True. Scarlet never tolerated
insubordination at home. Coven House is under constant F.V.A.
surveillance. “We went to his loft in LoDo.”
LoDo was where I happened to
live, too. When it comes to annoying me, a close third to gloating
vampires and getting shot at is coincidence. I’d had plenty
of all three that night. I couldn’t help but ask, “Was your
son Daniel with you?”
“No. We haven’t spoken since
yesterday.” Last night in vampire parlance.
His son had shot at me and boasted
about his orders, which had come from a murdered vampire. He’d
been certain I was going down until Kenna showed up. Nobody
lies to dead men, but they often do under interrogation. I
watched Rowan carefully. “You want to know what he was up to?”
Rowan’s black eyes didn’t flicker. “You
obviously want to tell me.”
“He was shooting at me.” I should
have just kept to Scarlet, but I was jet-lagged and the smell
of dead vampire didn’t easily shower off. “In an alley. In
LoDo. Under Coven orders. So let’s start over and try the truth
this time.”
Rowan stiffened. “Where is he
now?”
I glanced at Kenna before thinking
better of it.
“He wouldn’t desist. I was forced
to subdue and kill him.” She held out her arm and pulled back
her sleeve to reveal a deep scratch.
No one spoke. I kept my gaze
on Rowan’s face.
His tongue flicked across his
upper lip and he rose. “If we’re quite finished...”
“Who stands to benefit the most
from Scarlet’s death, my lord, besides you?” I asked, standing
up and blocking his way. His calm ate at me. He should be throwing
fits over his dead son.
“Thank you for coming,” Rowan
said firmly. “But I must bid you good night.”
I didn’t know how old Rowan was—likely
only in his early hundreds—but in that moment he made me feel
like I was about four. I didn’t have to try for contrite. “I
am sorry for your loss, my lord. It was unavoidable.”
“My colleagues will see you out.” Rowan
swept from the room.
We found ourselves on the doorstep
a few moments later, staring all around at each other, nonplussed.
“Friggin’ brilliant, Nolan,” Paul
said, going down the stairs. “Tomorrow when you come to work,
try to remember to bring your investigative skills.”
“Hey!” I said. “Can I have a
ride home at least?”
“No.”
When I turned to commiserate
with Kenna, she was gone.
I woke early the next morning,
half-sick from too little sleep and too much mulling over the
case. Rowan was textbook: next in line for the throne, hungry
for power, and willing to bend the law to suit his own purposes.
And it usually takes a vampire to kill a vampire.
But I just couldn’t feature
him as the killer. He knew something, all right, and maybe
he was in on it, but he hadn’t hacked Scarlet to bits with
that sword himself. This was no political assassination; this
was a hate crime.
It came to me that I smelled
coffee. I swung my legs over the side of the bed and went out
into the dark living room in my boxers. Kenna had drawn all
the shades.
“Nice tan,” she said, pouring
me a cup.
“Where’d you go last night?” I
didn’t sound as annoyed as I might’ve with her peace offering
steaming in my hand. “I had to wait over an hour for Cheng
to give me a ride home.”
“I wanted to poke around while
everyone was distracted by the techs,” she said. “Did you find
the heart?”
“Yeah, stuck to the back of
his door with a deck nail. Cheng...uh, well she had chopsticks
from lunch, so she—”
Kenna arched an eyebrow. “Chopsticks.
Professional.”
I shrugged. No one likes to euthanize
in the field. “You hear anything around there?”
She shook her head. “White noise.” Even
the noise of a fan interferes with a vampire’s hearing.
I wondered why she’d lurked
around Coven House, but I’d learned the hard way not to question
a vampire without good reason—even Kenna. I reminded myself
that I trusted her. If she thought she needed to lurk, then
she did.
“I’m going to crash here today,” she
said, not meeting my eyes. “Tell Paul I’ll be in at dusk.”
I nodded, concerned. “You want
to talk about it?”
She shook her head.
I cut off the urge to bolt across
the room and take her in my arms by scalding my mouth with
her coffee.
“Bed’s still warm,” I said, turning
away from her reluctantly. “Just let me get dressed first.”
The day assaulted
me with cold as soon as I stepped outside, and Paul assaulted
me with an irritated yell as soon as I stepped in the office. “Nolan!
Get in here.”
“Good morning to you, too, Paul.”
He leaned on his fists over his
desk top. “You want to tell me what went down with Daniel Rowan?”
“I tried, but you left,” I said,
spreading my hands. Paul had a temper, but I wasn’t about to
let him push me around. “He shot at me and thankfully Kenna
showed up—”
“And she thought it was friggin’ snack
time?” Paul ran his fingers through his hair, making it stick
up. He looked like a startled comic book character. “You two
trying to start a war here?”
“He shot first, and he told
me it was under Coven orders.”
Paul sighed, sank down in his
seat, and tucked his chin into the neck of his turtleneck sweater.
I crossed to the coffee pot on
top of his file cabinet and poured two cups. He took it and
held it in both hands as I sat down.
“I don’t like Rowan for Scarlet,” I
said. “But I think a vampire killed him, all right.”
“You really think Scarlet was
behind the hit on you?”
“I racked my brain trying to
come up with what I did to warrant it, but hell, I’ve been
gone. Before that, I was putting my hours in with routine surveillance.
The Coven’s been on the straight-and-narrow since that thing
with the C.U. football team last spring.”
A flicker of impatience crossed
Paul’s face. I hurried on. “My theory is that it’s someone
from outside Coven House—maybe it’s a bid for a takeover and
Scarlet was trying to negotiate somehow by killing me.” It
sounded stupid even to me, but Paul bit.
“How about from outside Denver?”
“I haven’t seen any new faces
lately.” That didn’t mean much. Vampires are pros at concealing
themselves. I took a sip of his bad coffee. It sat on my tongue
for a minute before I could convince my throat to swallow.
Paul opened a file on his desk. “Well,
I’ve got a theory. I think it’s a Jack Crow.”
I almost sprayed coffee all
over his desk.
“Look at the facts,” Paul went
on. “Our perp went after the top vampire in Denver. He killed
Scarlet viciously. Instant press.”
He had a point. Serial vampire
hunters love to show off. But successful Crows are few and
far between. Usually the first vampire fights back and wins.
If it was a Jack Crow, then he had death wish.
“But if it’s political,” I pointed
out, cringing inwardly as I proposed Kenna’s theory, which
I’d already ruled out. “Daniel might have lied to protect his
dad.” I nudged away the twinge that told me it was a stretch.
Paul rubbed his lips with his
finger, thinking. It went unsaid that the two attacks were
connected; Paul didn’t like coincidences any better than I
did.
“Rowan has practically ignored
that kid—he’s the third son,” he said. “Why use him now? No.
I really think our Jack Crow manipulated Daniel to come after
you, and maybe Daniel took it on as a way to get back at his
father. But however it went down, it still means one thing.
Someone’s hunting vampires.”
I drank down more coffee, trying
to make sense of his reasoning. “But why would a Crow come
after me? I’m not a vampire, remember?”
Paul sighed again. I wasn’t catching
on quick enough. “Who’s the most powerful vampire in Denver,
now that Scarlet’s dead?”
I shrugged. “Rowan.”
“Think, Nolan.”
I sat back and rested my coffee
cup on my thigh. “Kenna,” I said. “You think they were trying
to get to her through me?” I absorbed that. Though she always
tried to do the right thing, Kenna was no angel, and she was
ruthless in a fight. Most importantly, the F.V.A. had her back.
The theory was plausible, but
my skeptical nature didn’t like it. Manipulation of this quality
was too clever for a human—even a Jack Crow. “I don’t know,
Paul. If so, he didn’t make a decent choice for a hit-man—Daniel
was no match for her.”
“Maybe Daniel was the only vampire
stupid enough to try it,” Paul pointed out.
All right, there was a point.
A green third-son like Daniel Rowan might think he’d come out
of a fight with Kenna still undead. “But why?”
“Glory? Revenge? Bored?” Paul
said, opening the file on his desk like he was tired of the
conversation. “Or, maybe Daniel acted on orders from his dad.”
I thought we’d ruled Rowan Senior
out. Kenna and I certainly had, and I didn’t like Paul pushing
an illogical suspect to bolster his own theory about the Jack
Crow. He was using the sort of circular reasoning that gets
you on the wrong end of a fang.
“I believe Daniel at least thought the
orders came from Scarlet.” I shook my head and thought of the
mess inside that study. “Why would Danial lie to me when he
thought he was going to kill me?”
“When would Scarlet have had
time to give the order?” Paul retorted. “Cheng found a clip
full of bullets embedded in his torso. Whoever did it pumped
him full before he cut him up.”
I shook my head. “Come on. You
haven’t gone up against one of these guys.” I wasn’t trying
to get a dig in, but just remind him that I knew killing vampires
better than anyone in the department. I’d been undercover at
Coven House, and I’d seen plenty of duels before they were
outlawed. “Lead or no, they don’t just lay there. They don’t
lose consciousness, remember? And Scarlet had a cache of weapons
stored all over that room.”
Paul wasn’t paying me particular
attention because he was staring down at the file. “That sword
had virus on it. It’s not a match for Scarlet, but its decay
rate is consistent with the time of murder.”
Vampire blood, that meant. Scarlet had fought
back. I gestured hard and ignored the coffee I spilled on my
pants. “Why didn’t you say that before?”
He looked up at me. His pupils
looked like black holes; his cheeks were pale. “I just saw
it.”
“I’ll go scout the neighborhood,
do the usual rounds, see if anything comes up. You get some
rest,” I added, feeling magnanimous since evidence had all
but confirmed a vampire had killed Scarlet. “You look like
you’re coming down with something.”
The day produced nothing but
more frustration. At least things went my way with Rowan’s
grub—he confirmed Rowan’s story and made for a believable alibi,
being as he was the mayor’s son. That explained Rowan’s coy
attitude.
I revisited the crime scene and
puttered around Coven House while the vampires slept. Near
dusk, I gave it up and went home to collect Kenna. The more
I thought it over, the more Paul’s theory didn’t sit right.
I could accept the idea of Jack Crow, sure, but not one with
two M.O.s. Murdering is like going to mass for serial hunters;
they like ritual.
Kenna sat quietly waiting for
me, humming her little song. We couldn’t leave yet—the sun
was just dipping behind the back range.
“Stop it,” I said. “You’re creeping
me out with that.”
“I would never hurt you,” she
said.
“I’m kidding, Kenna.” I sat down,
a bowl of soup between my knees, and relayed Paul’s theory. “It
just doesn’t add up, though. What serial hunter changes his
M.O.?”
She was strangely quiet. Usually
she liked to pick apart these cases as much as I did. But then,
it wasn’t usually a vampire victim. Usually a vampire was the
obvious perpetrator.
“This one’s different,” I went
on. “It’s personal. I can feel it.”
She slid one leg over the other,
her jeans stretched taut across her thigh. The V of her neckline
revealed more skin than was professional.
I couldn’t think with her sitting
like that. I set the soup bowl aside, leaned back, and closed
my tired eyes. “Paul thinks they were coming after you last
night, by the way,” I said. “He sounded worried. I think he’s
in love with you, and he’d just better get in line because
that’s my job.”
“Why would they come after me?”
She could have made a grocery
list sound like pillow talk. I rolled my head against the back
of the sofa. “Because he thinks you’re the most powerful vampire
in Denver now.”
“I am,” she said.
I opened my eyes. She stared
back at me, unblinking.
Who stood to gain the most with
Scarlet’s death?
Not Rowan.
Shit.
She realized what I was thinking
at the same time I did. Vampires aren’t telepathic, but they’re
good at detecting subtle body language. No doubt my cheek twitched
or my nostrils flared.
“You think I did it,” she said.
I hesitated before nodding. We
watched each other warily, trying to wait the other out. She
won.
“It hadn’t occurred to me until
just now,” I said. “But when Rowan’s son attacked me, you turned
up at just the right time. And then you killed him and fed.
At the time I kind of wondered about it, but...” She was so
sensual when she fed that I’d been distracted.
Rowan should have raised holy
hell with the F.V.A. about his son’s murder, but he didn’t
because it was Kenna, and she was more powerful than Rowan
by a long shot.
“Different M.O.s, you said,” she
whispered. “It feels like different killers.”
“Different reasons,” I pointed
out. “Killing Scarlet was about revenge.”
We hadn’t even had the right
victims. I thought I’d been the target, and then maybe Kenna,
but she’d been after Scarlet and Daniel Rowan all along, and
through them, firm control of the new lord of the Denver Coven.
She shifted, slightly, but it
was enough to provoke me into drawing my pistol. She kept her
hands carefully in sight. “I tortured Scarlet until he ordered
Daniel to rough you up. He went for it, thinking I’d stop.”
I shook my head, confused. “Why?”
“To protect you. You know Scarlet
has been gunning for you since you were made as F.V.A.”
“But why manipulate Daniel?” I
asked.
Was she ever beautiful when she
smiled. “I couldn’t kill Rowan, too. That’d raise too many
questions. I had to get control of Rowan or he’d come after
you, too. The attack on you gave me the perfect excuse to kill
Daniel. Rowan knows who’s in control now.”
I thought of Rowan’s precise
control that night. Message received, loud and clear. “I can’t
let this one ride,” I said.
A lock of her hair dipped inside
her low neckline as she shook her head. “Go ahead. Take me
in. It won’t go anywhere with Paul, not now.”
Paul. He’d looked sick. “You
didn’t...”
She nodded. “He wanted it. He
asked while you were gone.” My gut gave this sort of sick twist.
She read my feelings perfectly and rushed on, “It didn’t mean
anything, though. There’s nothing between us.”
“Does he know about any of this?”
“No.”
I believed her, but I had no
idea what to say.
“Nolan, let me protect you,” she
said. “You’re all I have. I can’t stand the thought of losing
you.”
I set the gun down. I wasn’t
going to shoot her. “I can’t stand the thought of you locked
up.”
“We’ll frame Rowan for killing
Scarlet, and I’ll control the Coven. You’ll be safe, and we
can be together.”
“You’re asking me to choose
between you and my honor as a cop.” In truth, it was bigger.
She was asking me to choose between humans and vampires. Don’t
think I hadn’t regretted the inoculation, especially when she
and I worked a case in perfect tandem, or when she saved my
life, or when she slept in my warm bed just to be near me even
though we couldn’t touch.
Her voice caught. “You don’t
love me.”
“You know I do,” I said. “You
know I’ve loved you since we met. We’re lucky just to have...well.
Whether or not I’ve got a price on my head doesn’t change anything
between us. We’re different species, Kenna, and we always
will be.”
My throat closed around the truth.
I was mortal. In one or ten or fifty years I’d be dead, and
she’d still be in prison for what she’d done. Or, Rowan could
be in prison, framed to protect our impossible love. I spoke
slowly. “I do love you. But I’m human, and I’m a cop. I can’t
condone killing to achieve an end, and I can’t condone convicting
an innocent.”
“Kiss me, then,” she said.
I shook my head, unbelieving. “No,
Kenna...”
She slipped from the chair and
crawled toward my knees. Her hand slid up my leg, deepening
my constant ache for her. I tightened and turned my face away
from the feel of her touch.
“Kiss me.”
Like a radio in another room,
I heard her humming deep in her chest. Her hands slid over
my shoulders, pulled me toward her.
My mouth opened to protest, but
her lips closed over mine. Her song tickled my mouth sensuously.
I dared to pull her tightly against me. God help me, I did
love her, and maybe it would somehow be all right...
And then one of her fangs sliced
my tongue and I tasted blood.
She arched away from me. For
another moment, she was frozen in my arms. She stared into
my eyes. I still had hope.
Her guttural, animal cry shattered
it. She convulsed against me so violently it threw me back.
I caught her before she slid to the floor and held her, crooning,
as anaphylactic shock racked her body. It was over in a matter
of minutes.
Paul was the first vampire to
be a F.V.A. director. We all had to change our hours for departmental
meetings, but it worked out. Relations improved dramatically
between Coven House and the Denver branch of the F.V.A. Paul
and Lord Rowan were never quite friends, but they worked together
well.
I never had a photo of Kenna,
of course. A year later, her face was fading from my mind.
Not the feel of her, never that, but her smile was gone. I
went on working, more dead inside than the beings I policed.
They treated me with more respect, and Lord Rowan assured me
the price on my head was lifted. Maybe it was because I had
something in common with them now. Most of them had lost people
they loved, too.
Two days ago it was my birthday.
I received a package from Coven House. Figuring it was a professional
courtesy, I tore off the paper to find an old painting. The
glaze was crackled and the gold-leafed frame was chipped and
the date read 1889.
It was Kenna, all right, smiling
just like she did when she sang her song.
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Kenna's Song by
Betsy Dornbusch
originally
published March 16, 2009